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Saturday, December 22nd, 2001
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..1 month has passed..i'm still missing em...still mourning from his departure
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Monday, December 17th, 2001
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melz wanted me to do an entry on her too, so here i am. hmm, melz is my twin!#@!$!@ >_< and i'm her munkee [: who0p, we play together all the time >_< in yahoo! towers..fun game [: and and melz is so cute >_< mad prettyful in her pics, mhm, she reminds me of this girl i know irl..mad cool [: melz lives in maryland, right next to the capital >_< thas gonna be one of the other places i go visit besides fL. who0p, melz birfday is coming up on january 10th, and and i dont know what ima get her >_< right now i'm mad poor -sniffles- ;\ and hmm..i wanted to hear her voice but she wont vm meeeee, oh wells. what else what else..guess thas all for now.
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yesterday was a great day, well it started bad..i was waken up mad early by some phone calls from like everyone, blah, and i finally woke up at 10, went to eat, then went over to Best Buy to get some junk for my pc, all the gadgets they have there are mad fun to play with ^_^ hehe, then i got home and tried to fix my pc, pissed me off cause it didnt work, so yeah. then i had to wait until it was time to go to the party, so i roamed around, helped with the stuff and everything, then i showered, got dressed, and left. there were already mad people there, since it was spose to start at 7, oh, it was my gramma's bday party, and she had like everyone there. since we werent gonna eat yet, so we went outside to this park, and played soccer, qawd it was fucking cold, but yeah, we were playing girls against guys, we were winning at first, then we started to fall behind cause we got hungry, i scored mad goals [: who0p, then we headed back to the house, watched tv, and waited til all the dishes were cooked and everything, and finally it was time to eat. who0p, everyone just started eating everything, it was mad delicious. then we watched tv..the simpsons, then malcomn in the middle, then some of the x-files. afterwards a chess game took place, rofl, ended with a checkmate, who0p. then we all went back out again, but it was raining, so we didnt stay out long, then it was time for the cake. we took mad pictures and everything, and then my gramma opened her presents, and we ate the yummy cake, yUm [: i got my gramma a gold bracelet with silver things on it, mad expensive, she also got mad clothes, makeup, money, and a brand new tv w/ vcr. then everyone started to leave, cause it was like midnight. but we had fun, course i left out some parts, but yeh, thas the overview. [: ooo, and i also got to hold a lil baby, she was so cute ^_^. hehe, now i gotta do an entry on melz [: who0p.
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Sunday, December 9th, 2001
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ashie wanted me to write an entry about her, so here i am, fulfilling her wish >_<
hmm..well ashie is this really cool girl i type to [: her voice is so cute >_< and she lives in fL, i'm gonna go visit her one day@#$@#$! and on my way i'll visit all the other people that live in fL too! and ashie's birthday is on january 2, mhm, and she's 15 right now, and when its her birthday ima send her some money@#$@!# o($_$)o and ashie is in L O V E with this dude named danny >_< and ashie has some mad cool names too, i like all of em [: who0p, and best of all, she remembers my birthday!@@!##!@ and she's mad nice to me, mad caring too, always listens to people, and she's so cute when she sleeps, looks so adorable ^_^
ahh, oh yes, she knows some of my deep dark secrets too >_< but she'll never reveal me, nope..never, cause she's mad cool like that, and i L O V E her [: and i guess that wraps up my entry about her.
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Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
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I am 61-80% Ghetto
I AM ghetto. And you know this- MAN.
hmm..i got this off of nicole's lj [: interesting outcome of it tho, lol
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Friday, November 30th, 2001
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hmm..not much happened...i got my report card...all A's -beams- [: i'm such a good student >_< rofl, but seriously i'm slacking off a LOT, i do my work, but like i dont really care about school right now, just as long as i pass..
i got cable modem <3 [: -burp- scuse me >_< i'm so happy :]
anyhows, uhm.. yeah, thats all >_
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Friday, November 23rd, 2001
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-sigh- i wrote this yesterday..thankgiving..heh
knife to my neck
i'm a real wreck
but who cares
i can feel my tears
strolling down my face
the pain cannot be erase
my heart is torn to bits
i lost my wits.
i loved you..
look at what we been through..
the ups and downs..
the smiles, the frowns..
now they are all memories
but they are still so clear to me
like it happened just yesterday..
you asked me out 2 days before May
we had so many good times
so much fun..but it ended during the 21st bell chime..
now as i lay with a knife in my hand
and a deep cut within my neck expand..
i wonder how it could have all end..
we were just more than friends..
as i take my last breath
before i reach death
i stab the knife in my heart
to show you just what made me depart
what do you think of it?
showed what i really felt..
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Saturday, November 17th, 2001
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hmm, well today's saturday, thank goodness..school this week was mad stressful and junk..made me mad tired..too much pressure and junk..i dont even pay attention in class..lol, i dont even think i'm fully at school when i'm in there..
i aint really keeping up with the math, history, bio, or spanish...and english..we're reading of mice and men, i read it last year, so i'm slacking off..skimming through the pages, cause its good book and all, but boring, so i fall asleep.
i dont get enough sleep at night either..so i like sleep in my classes, but its all cool.
i finally got a 100 on one of my tests...myy 3rd 100 so far..out of the probably 50 tests i took.. i get my report card next week...sometime before thanksgiving..good luck to me..
anyhows, tell me what you think about this lil thing i wrote..part of it is on nicole's journal >.<
a love without a glare is a crystal stare
a love thats an affair will always end with a tear..
dont look for despair, you know it aint fair
if you think he really cares, its really rare
what you share isnt even there.
anyhows..i'm listening to 2 live crew - me so horny, rofl >.< i havent been horny in a while, lmao..and that song doesnt help, oh wells, lol.
uhm..whoever may be reading this joint, leave a comment, and make me feel special, lol.
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
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crazy day today, i had no sch0ol, but i still had a tiring day, and its only 12 something. i woke up around 8 cause i had a doctors appointment at 9. the doctor tried to harass me >.< he was all feeling me up and junk, lmao, i'm okie thOugh, i had to get a shot, that joint hurt cuz he just stabbed the needle in without letting me know, but it was aight, i didnt really feel it. but when i they got blood from me, that jOint hurt like fuck, cuz the needle was in for like 30 seconds..yuCk.
anyhows, i havent written in this joint for a while, oh wells, i'm too lazy to be typing junk. i only got 2 days of sch0ol this week, so its HOT, today was election day, and thursday and friday is some teacher convention.
today, my mom went to vote, and i went with here, and junk. the newspaper dude took my pic, and got my name, so i might be on the paper tomorrow, lol, see how c0ol i am? rofl >.<
uhm...-thinks- oh yeah, i might be leaving aol..by the end of this year, when i get cable modem, that joint is gonna be hot, its gonna be mad fast..i cant wait ^_^.
i miss you nicole <3333333333333
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Thursday, October 25th, 2001
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i took the geek test lol, got it off of nicole's journal [:
i aint a geek, lmao, wee. anyhows..
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Wednesday, October 24th, 2001
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i dont think anyone reads my joint, but whatever. i was sick as fuck yesterday, had a fever and a sore throat, but still i went to school, fell asleep and junk, no sweat really. just the fact that i couldnt really eat, since swallowing food like hurts my throat badly.
yesterday i realize was my grandma's birthday, simply because of the mere fact that my mom's eyes were watery and junk..and she gave me my grandma's ring to remember her by. dang, i miss her so much :[ -cries quietly-
mad memories came back to me, she was special to me, she took care of me when i was small, and i always used to be bad -x- she makes the best food in the world, and now..i cant eat them no more :[
well uhm..just recapturing yesterday's events makes me sad :[ so ima shut up
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Sunday, October 21st, 2001
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hmm..sunday already..i wasted most of my saturday working..and its already sunday now..-sigh- anyhows not much happened this past week, i think, actually i dont remember, i was quite busy with school work and junk, i forget which day is which, i'm thinking about trying out for the basketball team, lol, i wonder if ill make it..no sweat tho even if i dont make it, ill just chill and not do nuthin this year.
i found jade last night!!!!!!~!@ hehe, she's cool [: and i have a new friend..or 2.. [: and last night, i started a site off of aol, lol. it came out funny -x-
i didnt sleep until like 2 last night, or should i say this morning, lol. cause i took a shower around 12:30, then after that i was all hyped up, and my mommy was still awake, and i just started to piss her off, lol.
today, i'm gonna read my book for my book report..i'm WAY behind cause i'm only on page 3..and its due MONDAY.
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Monday, October 15th, 2001
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weeeee, i did it -x- i got my progress report this morning..i got..all A's so far, and 1 B..wee, not that bad [: anyhows, i got a 100 on my geometry test, wee..
anyhows, today i felt like shit -x- rofl, my whole body is aching -x- and i could barely walk cause my muscles were in pain ;\ and yeah. i was bling-blinging all day today -x- hehe, cause i bought a new silver bracelet thing, and it just kept on shining..it was cools. anyhows..hmm...oh yeah, i got a fucking headache right now, hurting me like ahhhhh. anyhows yeap.
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Friday, October 12th, 2001
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wee, today is friday finally, i thought it was thursday this morning -x- i was mad tired, so ya know. today was a good day for me, kinda.
homeroom..we didnt get our progress report, so it was cool, just as long as they never send it to my house, i'm safe. and then everyone was talking about the KKK being in our school yesterday afternoon, and the cops came and everything. cause KKK was written on a chalkboard, the flag was down on the floor, and everything. i think some people got arrested, and i heard that within the next few days, terrorists are gonna attack us, so iunno bout that, its scary to think about, so i guess i wont think about it, i guess i have to live each day like there's no tomorrow. but if anything does happen to me, and i never talk to anyone again -sniff- i love yous <33333333@#$@#$%#$$~! anyhows...
i had a spelling test in english, i passed it with a 105 :] lol, and let's see..
then next period, i had a geometry test, and i am so sure i passed that too, cause it was so easy.
then 4th period i had lunch, but i always go to the library, lol, and it was fun there, i was just walking around, from table to table talking to people, cause i knew like most of the people there [: so that was fun.
then 5th was web design, i found out despite my horrible test scores (80 and 70 ;\) i got a B+, 92.9%, dang, if it was only 0.1% more, i would have gotten an A, but oh wells.
then 6th, i had a spanish test, i passed that with a 100 :]
then 7th and 8th i had biO, mad funs, we just colored, lol, and i found out that the test i took last week, i got a 98 :] 2nd highest in class. dang, i was so sure i had failed it tho, but oh wells, miracles happen :]
and during the ride home on the bus, the driver stopped on the opposite end of the street, and my house was right there, so i was happy that i didnt have to walk so far.
and here i am now, tired and exhausted, lol. i just recorded my test grades into my planner, rofl. and yeah.
other than today's events, i forgot what i did the rest of the week, lol
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Sunday, October 7th, 2001
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the weekend was okay..mad cold tho. i went blading tonite, and i kept on slipping, and almost fell like 4 times -x- i hope nobody noticed, cause you can see when i slip, cause it looks like i'm falling, rofl. anyhows, i'm going shopping tomorrow!@$@#$@ weeeee, lol, anyhows, i'm mad sleepy, cause last nite i only slept for like 3 or 4 hours since i had to go to work. but i aint going to sleep until like late tonite, so no sweat :]
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Friday, October 5th, 2001
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its been a long week...had a test every single day, qawd, that was some bS..i failed some of them..-sigh- anyhows, my life is in jeopardy, yet i dont wanna talk about that. oh and i deleted all my SNs again, and made some new ones. anyhows, yeah. and i found liz!!!!!!@!#$@#!$!@%#!%##$ i miss er like wh0a..good to have you back <3 anyhows.
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Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001
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i was gonna type an entry yesterday, but i guess i forgot, now i dont quite remember what i did. hmm..well yesterday was tuesday? i think, lol, i wore all black to school hehe, it was cools :] and i took a test in english, which i got back today..-sigh- i got a B on it. and we had a sub in history, it was mad cools, everyone was chilling, and we had just mad funs, geometry is so boring, -sigh- i know all the material, but she's teaching the class like we just learning it. web design..got a test tomorrow on it..spanish, we had a test yesterday, and i got a 100 :] pE is gay as fuck, and bio, we had a test today..i think i passed..-sigh-
anyhows today, history was a BORE, i was falling asleep, english was the same, followed by geometry..and then lunch was a bug, this dude keeps on bugging me, and web design is just freezing cold, and a bore, and spanish is just another bore, same material as last year, maybe i should change my class to spanish 2, but i'm lazy. anyhows..pE was another bore, we had to run 2 times around the track, but i was already freaking exhausted from the day, so me and some people walked, lol. biO we took the test..-sigh- and then we have another test on friday, and tomorrow we play jeopardy, wee. lol, i feel like shit right now, i'm not getting enough sleep, and it's mad stressing me out. thank qawd its a 3 day weekend.
i dont feel like joining nothing this year, but i might go out for basketball, i might practice my shots this weekend if i havent already died. i'm a lil rusty, havent played in a while, but you know once i'm warmed up, i be shooting three's like i be reciting my ABC's :] lol anyhows, yeah, whatever
and yesterday when i got off my bus, this dude was lounging on a bench, lmao, and his ass was like showing, cuz he had his pants down, it was disgusting. he smelled too, -smh- bums.
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Saturday, September 29th, 2001
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call me crazy or whatever :] cuz i am....weeeee..not really, but i am, lol, i havent slept for 36 hours so far..-sigh- acts of torturement towards self..anyhow.
i busted my ass today finishing up my book report. i'm mad tired. then i went out blading, it was fun, except rofl, i was tripping everywhere. anyways, i'm beat, i'm going to try to sleep mad late tomorrow, but i doubt it will happen, since my dad is off..-sigh- anyhow..yeah, thats m day i think. i got a memory problem now, i dont remember things i do 20 seconds ago, so dont kill me yet :]
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Thursday, September 27th, 2001
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rofl i feel bads, but then again i feel good :] this peep just dLed off of me on aimster, lol, and i like cancelled them off when it reached 99%, lol, i thought it was cools yO, hehe.
anyways, today..i did some of my homework..and yeah..then after dinner, i went out, and scootered around, and then i walked home, mhm, and then i came on and took a shower..and then i watched Smackdown :] the rock and kurt angle were up against the fugly boyz, and of course shane and his lil dogs came out to help them out, and i think they like literally killed angle's neck, and last but not least threw both of them through a table..poor rock and angle ;\ oh wells, and now i'm here, chilling, dLing, and i'm about to leave soon, after my dL finishes, then i'm gonna go watch tv. mhm, oh yeah, today there was a full moon! :] it was so nice looking..there was like a few clouds near it, and it looked like a halloween night..-sigh-
oh yeah! today was like a good day for me, i got licked by mad people :] and i licked mad people, i enjoyed it -xXx- anyways, i'm the only one up in the house, anyone wanna come over? if u know what i mean -XxX- [:
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lol, well nicole wanted me to write about my grades :] she says i'm smart, lol, but really i'm not, i'm way opposite of smart ;] anyways..my grades..let's see..i'm really sure i got an A in world history on the test :] and in english..last week i got a 97 on my test, and this week i'm sure i passed the test..:] geometry..heh..no no..go away -x- its like a mad easy class, but like i didnt really pay attention to some of the questions and messed up, and i got a 90 on that joint..a B ;\ still good and all, but i need an A to survive..anyways..at lunch..i'm doing good -x- lol, then web design..that test i got an 80! thas a C yO, mad bad, anyways we doing a web site in that class, check it out when i'm done..its about clothing brands, rofl. then there's spanish 1..lmao..so easy..i'm passing it with flying colors yO, i should be in spanish 2 but i dont feel like switching, we took 2 tests so far..the first one i got a 99.5, and the second one..i got a 100 :] then theres..pE, or swimming...we had a test yesterday and there were only 5 questions..i KNOW i got like 1 question wrong..so like i probably got a C..crap, i cant have a C in pE, thas like pathetic@!#!#@$@# easiest class to pass in my opinion, but yeah ;\ last but not least biO aka my fave class. i'm like the hyped one in that class, i talk like whoa in that class, cause i know like a lot of people in that class..well not really, but yeah, and i got a..91 on our last test..a B.. ;\ if only i studied..but if it wasnt for the 2 extra credits points from Jeopardy, i would have gotten an 89.. ;\ well yeah. anyways thas my grades, lol.
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